Early Christmas Present

So on Monday Tim bought me a suburban for an early Christmas present.  I love love my new monster of a car, who would of thought a tiny little girl and her little red geo would some day be a mother of 4 driving such a behemoth, but here I am with my giant black sub.  It wasn't that great of a deal but it fits our family, we paid cash--ugh being in debt is the worst!!, and it went to help a single mom, so I love it even more.  I know Tim probably wanted to wait and get something with a lot more bells and whistles, but being the stud that he is bought me what ever I wanted.  I love you SANTA.

You are my SONshine

I know as a mother you are not suppose to have favorites, but I can help to just love my darling son.  He just turned a year old and couldn't be any more perfect if he tried.  He slept through the night at 3 months, he loves to hug and snuggle, your heart melts in his oasis blue eyes, and just for giggles and kicks, and because poopy diapers stink a day after his birthday I put him on the toilet and vola he has been saving me the trouble of diaper duty for a few weeks now.  I know the last part sounds a bit weird and gross, and way to much information but life is messy so deal with it.  I love you Big B.

Schools Out!!!

I am so happy to say that my annoying alarm clock will we collecting dust for the next few months because school is OUT. yeah. I don't know how I survived this semmester it was brutal I'm not going to lie.

Muddy Footprints and Tears of Joy

Today I found out that one of my husband's old friend has died and although I never was close with him I couldn't help but just ball my eyes out. He was so young and that always just makes it so much harder for me, and he left behind 4 children, and I couldn't help to think of my wonderful husband and how completely lost in this world I would be without him. I only have a few memories of my husband's friend---one that makes me laugh is Tim and I and our girls were swimming at our community pool and his friend started talking to Tim and asking him about his family then gestured over at me and asked who I was and Tim said "my wife" and his friend flip out in disbelief and said oh "I thought she was one of your kids". Tim laughed so hard and teased me for days. At first I couldn't even see how I could be mistaken for his daughter, but as I look back here I was doing cannon balls, back flips, and splashing and being a total goof, and I substantially lack womanly curves, so yeah in his defense I could possibly be seen as a child. I guess everyone still lives on in our memories, and this one always makes me smile....
So Tim rushed home at lunch to rescue me and he accidently left muddy footprints all over the floor. He apologies for the mess as I hug him goodbye and at that moment I have never been more grateful to have muddy footprints on the floor. Hold on to your loved ones just a little tighter today, laugh a little longer, kiss more, forget about the little things--they never matter, and love your heart out!

quick update--pictures later.

Ok so I'm a very very very visual person, just ask my husband any time he tries to explain anything to me I always stop him mid sentence and say "oh just draw me a picture"--which for a published artist it should be easy for him, but when I try to explain things through pictures ummm let's just say van gogh comes to my mind, and not because of my wicked skills in artistry. So because of this little quirk of mine I hate posting anything with out a picture, but what the heck here I go.....

GOOOOOAAAAL--soccer has begun! woo hooo. I love love love soccer, my girls ehh i'm not quiet sure. My littlest Kamryn just barely turned 4 in time to play this year and she is so clueless out on the field. She won't chase or kick the ball and she tells me "well mom no one kicked the ball to me", and Kylee, my little dreamer just dances and spins and twirls on the field and is in her own little world. Kiora is doing great, as long as her coach doesn't kill her{I’m paraphrasing here} I'm just so excited to see girls actually playing soccer. When I played soccer I was the only girl, but as you all know by now I wasn't much of a girl back then, so I guess it's no surprise I was just being one of the guys grrrrr. I love soccer.

MY WICKED LITTLE CHILD--Kiora got one of the lead parts in her school musical {THE WICKED STEP MOTHER} oh and she is just a natural. It is so weird how each one of my children seem to be living out my dreams and desires as though it's imprinted into their D.N.A. Kylee is my little fashion designer, photographer and model, Kiora is the drama queen, writer, musician and little genius child with perfects aims scores, and Kamryn is my dancer. My girls know a little about me dancing and cheering but that is about it, yet they all still seem to be living out my childish dreams. Kylee performance was quite rememberable too... umm her daddy got a close up of her chewing her gum and scratching her bumm--hilarious thankfully she was sleeping while we all watched the video of the play.

My HUSBAND IS AMAZING!!!!!!! enough said and life is just crazy busy the way I like it. Everything seems to be falling in to place. I love my callings at church, my husbands got a job, the girls are doing great at school, I'm still madly in love with my high school sweetheart. LIFE IS GOOD>